Wow! Bet no-one thought i'd be writing that title anytime soon!! i'm feeling so fabulous today, i wanted to record a weblog to remind me, for those days when i am feeling blue...
i wrote this earlier about Beyond Bizarre, the BBB after-party, and i'm repeating it here so that the sentiments don't get lost in my post history:
| rose_in_chains wrote: BEST NIGHT EVER! ... and i've had some good nights in my time!  Thank you, thank you, thank you, to all my lovely lovely tormentors!!! i am still buzzing and wired... Don't think i can wear low cut tops for a few days, and not sure which of the gorgeous whip men to blame for that! Evil wooden spooner... the marks are already(!) fading...  (but the bottom *feels* beautiful)  i have NEVER blissed out so completely, to be blissed out again, to be flying, to be high, and stayed happy ALL night! Wow! Fantastic equipment, amazing and varied play to watch (when i wasn't otherwise engaged...  ), the best House Domme and Dom EVER, it's so worth the 135 mile trip up from London! |
Yes, there are some things which aren't *perfect* right now about my life... And yes, last year pretty much sucked, and this year has been mostly spent recovering... But i love my life!
This isn't just a post-play high. i really feel as though i've started to turn a corner. i still get wobbly every so often, but i'm (mostly) positive about the future. i am incredibly lucky to have my amazing friends, who have supported me and continue to support me, whatever it seems i throw at them. i feel lucky, i feel blessed, and mostly, i feel happy. It's an emotion i've not had a close relationship with for quite a while. i like it!
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