so... this morning i'm better... (see other post).
this afternoon, i am suddenly, for no reason at all, sobbing uncontrollably on the kitchen floor. Where did that come from?
i hate these ups and downs... at least its not drug induced anymore, i'm off the anti-d's... it's all me. But sometimes i wish it would all just go away and i could find some kind of balance, in between, without the bravado, and without the tears.
Possibly, still twisted, after all...
(i know, it'll take time. i can't just wake up one morning and feel better. It's a process, and patience was never my forte...)
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